The wrong places... I keep looking in the wrong places. Its fun to let your imagination run... Pretending that you're one of them. Pretending that you fit in. But you'll never fit in. Its like the person who says he is remaining pure for his future partner. But the question I ask is... Is there anyone who wants to sleep with him in the first place. And how would he react if he was hot stuff... It takes temptation to another level.

And here I am wishing for temptation. Ok maybe not wishing for temptation, but wishing that I could be like them. I try to convince myself that I'll stay the same even if I looked like them. But when I dig deep to think about it, I know I wouldn't have the willpower. I know I would welcome temptation like a good friend. Maybe its better off that I'm not subject to temptation like that.

I'm tired of looking... Why do I keep looking? Time for bed....